So, tomorrow morning 3 weeks ago at 10:32am precisely'ish, I puffed on my last cig. It's getting easier, I must admit. But the dreams? I've had a dream that I smoked a cig, and when I woke up, I felt soooo disappointed, thinking I was going to go back to Day 1. Chuffed when I realised it was only a dream!!!
My biggest test has most definitely been Neil's 50th party over Easter weekend. All the preparation, food, cake, decorations, surprise movie, blah blah, my stress trigger was in overdrive, and the need to smoke beckoning, I can tell you! The day before the party was a pretty rough day especially, and smoking was on my mind quite a bit. At 4pm, I realised I hadn't taken my Champix - oh no! At least that explained why I was more anxious and thinking about them!
So, Champix DOES work. It's definitely a chill pill! Trouble is, will I need to be weaned off them when my course finishes in 8 weeks? ... Oh well, better get ordering these ...



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